明明別人說的是無傷大雅的話
我總會將話語的意思無限放大
再加一點兒聯想力將意思延伸
然後令自己沈澱在悲傷情緒裡
很想走出這摸不到盡頭的困境
2015年6月30日 星期二
My Phone Habit
I just watched a BuzzFeed video about people's phone habit.
The result shows that they do use and pickup the phone quite a lot, more than they expect (except Ashly).
And I start to think myself. How often do I really use my phone? I know myself too well, I definitely use and pickup my phone a lot because phone becomes part of my life.
Here are the apps that I use when turn on my phone today.
#1 Whatsapp: First thing when I wake up, I turn on my phone and open Whatsapp because I need to reply messages. And it takes quite a lot of time, like the whole day. LOL
#2 YouTube: Recently I love watching BuzzFeed videos. This is just my habit to watch videos when I am still in bed. After I watch a few clips, I get off my bed and do some cleaning while keep watching videos.
#3 Instagram: I go out to my living room and start checking Instagram, one of my favourite apps. I usually post pictures every single day and have to like my friends' pictures, and the people I follow, just to keep update myself because I want to know what is happening out there.
#4 Clock: I use the timer for my eye mask. LOL And I also check the world clock because I am not sure what time is in San Francisco.
#5 Camera: I like to take photos everyday and record what I have done.
#6 Photos: I would take a look the photos right after I take the pictures. Sometimes someone send me pictures in Whatsapp and it automatically saves in my Photos. So, I will click Photos to check it out.
#7 WaterBalance: I use this app just a few days because I do not have a very healthy habit and often drink water. So, when I go into the kitchen, I immediately pour a cup of water to drink. And I need this app to help me and keep update my water habit to see if I meet the requirement of drinking enough water.
#8 Gmail: RussiaPod101 would send me daily email for learning Russian. So, this is my everyday thing that need to look at.
#9 Facebook: I like updating myself what is going on in the world. And I would share the videos or posts that I think it is worth in Facebook. Besides, I post an flashback article in Facebook Aquarius Cyan .
#10 Notes: I like writing, so I use Notes everyday to record the things that I want to remember. And also, I write my blog in Notes. I am starting to write the topic that I want to post for today (Maybe there will be 2 blog for today lol). But today I write this blog through my Macbook.
#11 Yahoo Mail: There are mails that I need to take a look. I check one of my mails is talking about what have I done last year of today. On that day, I was in Canada, going to the shopping mall and have window shopping with my cousin and aunt.
To sum up, after writing the above, I think it is quite crazy that I do all these stuffs with using just my smartphone. Smartphone is a very amazing invention for helping me, for helping my daily routine. Besides, I realise that I really spend much time to check on my phone. I think I need to be aware of that and start not checking my phone that much because otherwise there will be less time for me to do other stuffs.
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The result shows that they do use and pickup the phone quite a lot, more than they expect (except Ashly).
And I start to think myself. How often do I really use my phone? I know myself too well, I definitely use and pickup my phone a lot because phone becomes part of my life.
Here are the apps that I use when turn on my phone today.
#1 Whatsapp: First thing when I wake up, I turn on my phone and open Whatsapp because I need to reply messages. And it takes quite a lot of time, like the whole day. LOL
#2 YouTube: Recently I love watching BuzzFeed videos. This is just my habit to watch videos when I am still in bed. After I watch a few clips, I get off my bed and do some cleaning while keep watching videos.
#3 Instagram: I go out to my living room and start checking Instagram, one of my favourite apps. I usually post pictures every single day and have to like my friends' pictures, and the people I follow, just to keep update myself because I want to know what is happening out there.
#4 Clock: I use the timer for my eye mask. LOL And I also check the world clock because I am not sure what time is in San Francisco.
#5 Camera: I like to take photos everyday and record what I have done.
#6 Photos: I would take a look the photos right after I take the pictures. Sometimes someone send me pictures in Whatsapp and it automatically saves in my Photos. So, I will click Photos to check it out.
#7 WaterBalance: I use this app just a few days because I do not have a very healthy habit and often drink water. So, when I go into the kitchen, I immediately pour a cup of water to drink. And I need this app to help me and keep update my water habit to see if I meet the requirement of drinking enough water.
#8 Gmail: RussiaPod101 would send me daily email for learning Russian. So, this is my everyday thing that need to look at.
#9 Facebook: I like updating myself what is going on in the world. And I would share the videos or posts that I think it is worth in Facebook. Besides, I post an flashback article in Facebook Aquarius Cyan .
#10 Notes: I like writing, so I use Notes everyday to record the things that I want to remember. And also, I write my blog in Notes. I am starting to write the topic that I want to post for today (Maybe there will be 2 blog for today lol). But today I write this blog through my Macbook.
#11 Yahoo Mail: There are mails that I need to take a look. I check one of my mails is talking about what have I done last year of today. On that day, I was in Canada, going to the shopping mall and have window shopping with my cousin and aunt.
To sum up, after writing the above, I think it is quite crazy that I do all these stuffs with using just my smartphone. Smartphone is a very amazing invention for helping me, for helping my daily routine. Besides, I realise that I really spend much time to check on my phone. I think I need to be aware of that and start not checking my phone that much because otherwise there will be less time for me to do other stuffs.
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2015年6月29日 星期一
珍惜
歲月匆匆，眨眼過了人生的二十年。
我遇上了對我好的同學、朋友、親人；
遇上了多年都能夠做好朋友的人；
遇上了願意傾聽我心聲的朋友；
遇上了教會我知識和人生道理的良師益友；
遇上了不懂得愛我的情人；
亦遇上了我需要珍惜的人。
我由衷地感謝大家！
謝謝你們出現在我的人生裡教導、勸勉、鼓勵和支持我，使我不會迷失方向，失去自我。
2015年6月28日 星期日
日記一則 28062015
二零一五年六月二十八日 晴
媽媽問我今天想吃甚麼。我想起大自然素食今天新開張，告訴媽媽想試素食。
在早上十點多，我和媽媽拿了票等待入座。
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| 在餐廳外面，擺放了很多花牌，很有氣勢啊！ |
在等候的期間，聽到人説午市晚市已滿額，沒有票可以派了。心想我們真的很好運，竟然能夠拿到票。
我們等呀等，等了四十五分鐘。我媽跟我說可能今天等不到，裡面實在太多人了。幸好在餐廳外面突然有座位可以讓媽媽坐，不用站那麼久。我跟媽説多等十五分鐘，如果時間過了就回家弄點兒東西吃吧！
然後等到差不多一小時，那待應叫我們票的號碼。我們終於可以進入了，非常幸運。
因為我們看到餐廳多數是大桌子，所以本來以為要跟不相識的人一起吃飯。起料，待應給了我們一張兩人座。我們可以舒服的吃午飯，好幸運啊！
以下是我們叫的食物。
我第一次吃素食，真的沒想到原來素食是那麼好吃的，尤其是金沙蝦仁（右上方）。外表看起來不像，可是咬下去的質感非常像，有蝦的爽口，包起蝦仁的金沙有很香的鹹蛋味。沙嗲羊肉串（右下方）的羊肉不是真羊肉，不過質感很相似，而醬汁非常惹味，加上旁邊的青瓜中和味道，吃起來非常的棒。
到最後因為今天是第一日開張，所以收益撥歸於慈善用途。
我們吃飯的費用能夠成為募款，真的很幸福啊！
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| 臨走時餐廳還送了一個杯子給我們。 |
2015年6月26日 星期五
目標
重新找到屬於自己的方向
那種感覺非常良好
沒有迷失不再徬徨
迷失的原因
可能是害怕面對無形壓力
可能是惰性令我變得渾噩
慶幸自己能夠脫離
花了一點時間去找尋自己
花了一點時間去思考前程
現在可以繼續為目標努力
2015年6月25日 星期四
堅持
我堅持了跳舞八年，隨後參與一些跳舞短期課程，到現在會偶爾練習。
我堅持了學琴十二年，隨後平時會彈一些流行樂曲，偶爾作曲作詞。
我自學結他，堅持了三年多，快到四年。
我堅持了學德文一年，隨後現在自學俄文。
我堅持了寫博格三個月，希望可以一直寫下去。
究竟我學會的技能和堅持可以引領我走上哪一條道路？
我今次的迷惘比起以往的要大很多。
當看到別人順利而自己正在掙扎，說真我很辛苦。
別人說我年輕，機會多的是。
目標與方向，看似有也看似沒有。
現在就只有我自己能夠決定往後的人生想走怎樣的路。
2015年6月24日 星期三
Advice To My Teenage Self
Here are the things that I want to tell my teenage self.
Personal Goal
If getting into college is your goal, then set up you personal goal earlier and stay focus on one subject that you really are passionate. It would be more easier for you to get into college.
Don't join irrelevant extra-curricular activities, that's no help for building up your profile for college.
Be confident to raise questions. You can either ask teachers questions if you don't understand the content of your subject or find out the answer by browsing Internet or books in library.
If you want to join exchange program, just go for it. There is no need to be afraid. You gotta try!
Be mature and independent. This is the only way that helps you study abroad. Otherwise, your parents will still keep worrying about your safety and not let you to do whatever you want.
Academic
If you don't like the subjects you study, just tell your parents what you want. No one knows if you don't tell.
Spend more time on studying. You are always lazy for studying. There are always lots of distraction for you like watching movies, TV shows and listening to music.
Try out different methods to memorise your notes.
Try your very best to learn Chinese. It is still important in Hong Kong.
If you really cannot accept the study culture in Hong Kong, tell your parents as soon as possible.
Friendship
There are always people who don't like you with some reasons that you probably wouldn't understand, haters gonna hate, so NO NEED TO CARE WHAT HATERS THINK.
Try to keep contact and hang out with your friends who know you well.
Try to stay alert with new friends because everyone have different backgrounds and not everyone can accept your thinking. Do not tell all the things that you know to new friends. It is best to protect your privacy.
Health
Be careful when doing exercising. You don't want to hurt your hand again.
Do more exercises and be active. If you don't like ball games, try to do exercise like running or join dancing course to stay healthy.
Try to go out and have a walk. Explore places in Hong Kong. You really don't know Hong Kong much.
Love
Don't trust the romance in movies. They rarely exist. You can have hope on that but don't put too much hope, otherwise you will feel very disappointed.
To be remind you, your first boyfriend is not going to be your last boyfriend. It is rarely to happen that your first love is your true love.
THANK YOU FOR READING
Personal Goal
If getting into college is your goal, then set up you personal goal earlier and stay focus on one subject that you really are passionate. It would be more easier for you to get into college.
Don't join irrelevant extra-curricular activities, that's no help for building up your profile for college.
Be confident to raise questions. You can either ask teachers questions if you don't understand the content of your subject or find out the answer by browsing Internet or books in library.
If you want to join exchange program, just go for it. There is no need to be afraid. You gotta try!
Be mature and independent. This is the only way that helps you study abroad. Otherwise, your parents will still keep worrying about your safety and not let you to do whatever you want.
Academic
If you don't like the subjects you study, just tell your parents what you want. No one knows if you don't tell.
Spend more time on studying. You are always lazy for studying. There are always lots of distraction for you like watching movies, TV shows and listening to music.
Try out different methods to memorise your notes.
Try your very best to learn Chinese. It is still important in Hong Kong.
If you really cannot accept the study culture in Hong Kong, tell your parents as soon as possible.
Friendship
There are always people who don't like you with some reasons that you probably wouldn't understand, haters gonna hate, so NO NEED TO CARE WHAT HATERS THINK.
Try to keep contact and hang out with your friends who know you well.
Try to stay alert with new friends because everyone have different backgrounds and not everyone can accept your thinking. Do not tell all the things that you know to new friends. It is best to protect your privacy.
Health
Be careful when doing exercising. You don't want to hurt your hand again.
Do more exercises and be active. If you don't like ball games, try to do exercise like running or join dancing course to stay healthy.
Try to go out and have a walk. Explore places in Hong Kong. You really don't know Hong Kong much.
Love
Don't trust the romance in movies. They rarely exist. You can have hope on that but don't put too much hope, otherwise you will feel very disappointed.
To be remind you, your first boyfriend is not going to be your last boyfriend. It is rarely to happen that your first love is your true love.
THANK YOU FOR READING
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2015年6月23日 星期二
成名
太早成名的人往往都會承受不到壓力。
我非常欣賞The Carpenters。哥哥Richard和妹妹Karen都懂音樂，而且熱愛音樂。哥哥擁有音樂才華，懂得彈琴、作曲、作詞，以及改編音樂。妹妹唱歌的聲線非常獨特，總能準確地表達歌詞的內容，而且在看紀錄片時見到她的打鼓技術非常厲害，令我敬佩。
最近又開始聽回Carpenters的音樂。除了耳熟能詳的歌曲（Yesterday Once More、Close To You和Top Of The World）外，我又發掘到一些較少人認識的歌曲，例如I Need To Be In Love、Only Yesterday和Jambalaya。而當我不開心的時候，再聽Superstar，我會更加傷心，因為Karen能夠唱出歌詞裡的憂愁。
剛剛看完一條關於The Carpenters的紀錄片，得到以下的啓發。
在紀錄片中，我看到Karen在打鼓時的笑容非常燦爛，是發自內心的笑容。這證明她非常酷愛打鼓。Karen其實是個害羞的女生，要她不能演奏自己喜歡的樂器，而走上舞台在觀眾面前唱歌，是一件很艱難的事。未看紀錄片前，我非常喜歡Karen沉穩的低音，能夠唱出、表達出她哥哥Richard所創作的歌詞，亦仰慕她年紀輕輕就能唱出如此獨特的聲線，展現她獨有的魅力。可是，看完紀錄片才知道她並不享受上台表演唱歌。如果她真的享受在舞台上唱歌，那會多麼美好的事啊！唱歌本來是抒發內心感受的好方法。對於她不能自主人生，我真心覺得非常可悲，那麼有才華的人因為輿論壓力而迫使自己不進食，繼而患上厭食症，到最後只得32歲就逝世。
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2015年6月22日 星期一
付出
「要付出才能得到收穫。」
我開始領略到這句話的意思。
付出少少時間，少少體力，親身體驗，去不同的地方探索。
縱使太陽的猛烈使我步行到海濱長廊的路途中不停地流汗，但是能夠欣賞到香港美麗的海景和藍天白雲，也是值得的。
堅持和忍耐，是付出的關鍵。
偶爾付出一些時間去做一些平時不會做的事，才能得到全新的體驗。
可以漫無目的地走，見到前方有路就走。
可以一直步行，看看左右，觀察身邊的人與事。
可以突然地停下腳步，抬起頭看看你平時不會看的角度。
你發現到看到的東西比有目的地走的多很多。
2015年6月21日 星期日
灰姑娘
從小到大，我最喜歡的童話故事就是灰姑娘。
她外表很漂亮，內心也很漂亮。
她對待人、動物和植物都一樣的好。
她身世可憐，失去了摯愛，惹人憐憫。
她父親娶了個心腸壞的女人作後母。
因為後母的妒忌，換來被刻薄地對待，將她視為悲微的下人。
她寂寞過，失落過，也傷心過。
幸好憑著勇氣和善良克服一度度的難關。
她擁有一顆勇氣和善良的心，值得擁有一個完美大團圓的結局。
2015年6月19日 星期五
What have I learnt from BuzzFeed?
Recently I watched lots of BuzzFeed videos and become a BuzzFeed fan. The videos have inspired me and has taught me some useful knowledge. Here are 3 things I have learnt from BuzzFeed.
1. Think In Another Perspective
It would be great to always think in other's perspective. BuzzFeed created a video that needed guys to be pregnancy women and put on pregnancy bellies for one day. After that guys told how they felt about being pregnant. Another amazing video BuzzFeed created is about guys wear women's purses for one week. At first, guys told it was difficult to find things in the purse. But after one week, some said it was well-organised to use purse, some said he was willing to switch a bag from the size of purse he wore. What I have learnt is if you are a guy, you need to think in girl's perspective, and vice versa. So that, you are considerate to understand situation in different perspectives, respect what they have done and do appreciate essential products for both men and women.
2. Find Common Interests
It is important to find common topics to attract people's attention. BuzzFeed creates a lot of interesting videos that their topics are related to lots of audience. "On Your Period vs Not On Your Period" is related to all the girls. "Weekday You vs Weekend You" is related to all the workers. "When The Wi-Fi Goes Out" is related to all people who use their phones to do all the internet stuffs.If you can find common interests, it is easier for you to build up a better communication and to gain more attention from others.
3. Accept Weird Thoughts
Sometimes people think strangely and have some weird thoughts. In BuzzFeed, there are some videos like "Things Guys Do That'd Be Weird If Girls Did Them" and "Thoughts You Have When You Get A Bikini Wax". These prove that we do have some weird thoughts in our minds but we would not say it to other people because you think it is too weird. But it is actually okay to accept our weird thoughts and tell your friends openly when communicating. Maybe somehow your friends think in the same way just like you.
2015年6月18日 星期四
What have I learnt from Film Studies?
1. I have learnt the procedure of video shooting from pre-production to post-production.
2. I have learnt to handle different position in the video production. I have tried to do different parts, for example, actress, director, video editor, music editor, and sound recorder in different video productions.
3. I have learnt to well communicate with the crews when doing video production. Producing a video is very tough and hard. If you do not communicate with your partners, it is your loss because the shooting schedule will easily turn out be delayed.
4. I have learnt not to interrupt the crews' position too much when doing video production. It is very easy to have argument with different issues like shooting angle and sound recording. It is everyone's responsibility to communicate and respect others.
5. I have learnt "Time equals money". In video production, no one would like delay schedule because it is too hard to shoot the same scene in different days. The weather, time and position of actors stand can cause the mismatch when doing film editing. So, everyone need to cooperate in order to finish the shooting.
2015年6月17日 星期三
Confession
"What am I doing?"
I ask myself everyday.
I ask myself everyday.
"Am I making a progress or a leeway?"
I am not sure. It's the first time I feel that.
"I got lots of interest and learn lots of things."
It seems like I got everything, but actually I own nothing.
"You are still 20. You can do lots of things and have a bright future."
To be honest, the future is still unclear for me. I try to step out my comfort zone, but it seems like nobody knows.
I am now doing my best and put my effort to see what I can do in my future. Hope everything will be okay. Best of luck!!!
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2015年6月16日 星期二
安靜
每次月事已令我很痛苦，夏天來的更令我難受。
真的很難不叫我吃點冰涼的食物⋯⋯
好了，正因為這樣，我的痛苦必定要用止痛藥才能夠舒緩。
炎炎夏日，平時我最愛的冷氣也需要關上。
蓋上兩張被子，侷熱自己一身汗。
等待止痛藥發揮藥力的期間，我迷迷糊糊的睡著。
到我醒來，就聽到我爸收拾我房的格局。
我希望每位家長能夠明白，平時你們怎樣收拾我們房間的東西都是沒問題的。
可是，你們在女生月事的時候，在我們身體欠佳的情況，重新擺放我們已安排好的位置是不允許的。
我的眼鏡、手機、電腦和止痛藥，你放到老遠的地方，叫我怎樣去拿啊？我需要它們的！
我本來能夠安安靜靜地度過那痛苦的三天。
現在你的騷擾令我不得不吿訴你。
來月事的女生情緒真的不太穩定。
我真的不希望變得太過情緒化，因為今次並沒有這種感覺。
絕對的安靜才能夠我心中的怒火。
請安靜一點，我就會開心一點。
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2015年6月15日 星期一
Look Like A Girl
"CAN YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL?"
I always hear of this saying from my dad and my male friends.
Since I was born, I got short hair.
I got long hair once when I was form 1 to form 3 because my ballet teacher requested me to do so.
I got back short hair after that.
I don't really understand why male friends think girls should have long hair.
They said having long hair for girls is a feminine thing to do.
They can touch that smooth long hair and think it is very sexy.
Now, my male friend wants me to have long hair.
I struggle because it is quite a big deal for me.
I really hate 'troublesome'.
I really don't like having long hair in hot summer especially in Hong Kong.
So, when I see girls with long hair, I quite admire them since they have that patience to 'suffer' hot weather and uneasiness.
I always have a question on my mind, "CAN'T GIRLS WEAR SHORT HAIR?"
If you think girls must have long hair, to a large extent, you do stereotypes.
Don't do stereotypes by looking at girls' hairstyles. Actually it is weird to do so.
Just want to tell you that I love my short hair.
I AM STILL A FEMALE AFTER CUTTING SHORT HAIR.
AND I LIKE THE WAY I AM.
If I want to do changes on my hairstyle, IT IS MY OWN DECISION.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET OTHERS AFFECTING ME
COZ I AM THE ONE WHO CAN IN CHARGE MYSELF!!!
I always hear of this saying from my dad and my male friends.
Since I was born, I got short hair.
I got back short hair after that.
I don't really understand why male friends think girls should have long hair.
They said having long hair for girls is a feminine thing to do.
They can touch that smooth long hair and think it is very sexy.
For me, I think it is very troublesome having long hair.
I need to think of what I need to do with my hair.
When I got long hair, it always takes me at least 30 minutes to make my hair prettier.
And I don't like the feeling after tightening my hair with hair tie.
I am a quite sensitive person, so I would feel headache after tightening.
When I sat and wanted to lean back, my ponytail became an obstacle. And it felt very bad.
Now, my male friend wants me to have long hair.
I struggle because it is quite a big deal for me.
I really hate 'troublesome'.
I really don't like having long hair in hot summer especially in Hong Kong.
So, when I see girls with long hair, I quite admire them since they have that patience to 'suffer' hot weather and uneasiness.
I always have a question on my mind, "CAN'T GIRLS WEAR SHORT HAIR?"
If you think girls must have long hair, to a large extent, you do stereotypes.
Don't do stereotypes by looking at girls' hairstyles. Actually it is weird to do so.
Just want to tell you that I love my short hair.
I AM STILL A FEMALE AFTER CUTTING SHORT HAIR.
AND I LIKE THE WAY I AM.
If I want to do changes on my hairstyle, IT IS MY OWN DECISION.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET OTHERS AFFECTING ME
COZ I AM THE ONE WHO CAN IN CHARGE MYSELF!!!
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