The Feeling of Losing

I am not an expert of love, but what I am writing in the following, is about the feeling of losing.



I don't know if anyone would have the same feeling like me.

You would sometimes regret that you could not spend time to get along with that person.

You would sometimes think that you should not have started the relationship with that person with some reasons.

For me, we really have a totally different culture that both of us cannot understand each other well.



Today, I look at the old pictures and think of my previous relationship. 

There is one question that comes on my mind.

"Why do I have that feeling of losing when I am in a relationship?"

Right now, I think it's probably because I have already forgotten those precious moments with him.

Time passes, precious memories faded.

All I think of is how he did not spend time with me, and how he did not communicate with me.



Precious moments are always short and temporary, and those sweetness between us are also temporary.

So, what I think is if at that time you don't fix that problem, you will sooner or later end up to have a feeling of losing.

For those people who have the feeling of losing, I would suggest looking back your precious memories such as pictures and gifts bought by him or her if you temporally cannot see your love. If you can, just go out with him or her more often.